When reality hits....its a major knockout!

“Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.” -Marilyn Monroe


I must admit my life thus far cannot be lumped into the category of "Perfect" nor "Terrible". It hasn't been easy yet it wasn't excruciatingly terrible either. Since 2004 i have accumulated a select "Handful" of friends, that have become roots in my tree of life. (You know who you are ;-D) Don't get it? Let me quote a great comedian on this one...


"Some people are meant to come into your life for a lifetime, some for only a season and you got to know which is which. And you're always messing up when you mix those seasonal people up with lifetime expectations.

I put everybody that comes into my life in the category of a tree. Some people are like leaves on a tree. When the wind blows, they're over there... wind blow that way they over here... they're unstable. When the seasons change they wither and die, they're gone. That's alright. Most people are like that, they're not there to do anything but take from the tree and give shade every now and then. That's all they can do. But don't get mad at people like that, that's who they are. That's all they were put on this earth to be. A leaf.

Some people are like a branch on that tree. You have to be careful with those branches too, cause they'll fool you. They'll make you think they're a good friend and they're real strong but the minute you step out there on them, they'll break and leave you high and dry.

But if you find 2 or 3 people in your life that's like the roots at the bottom of that tree you are blessed. Those are the kind of people that aren't going nowhere. They aren't worried about being seen, nobody has to know that they know you, they don't have to know what they're doing for you but if those roots weren't there, that tree couldn't live. 

A tree could have a hundred million branches but it only takes a few roots down at the bottom to make sure that tree gets everything it needs. When you get some roots, hold on to them but the rest of it... just let it go. Let folks go." - Tyler Perry


However, at this point, I have seperated (Physically) from my roots; and whats more is I have decided to make this a permanent change for a while. It kills me that those i have cared about are not with me anymore, but in return i have found what may be the most loving, caring person i have ever met. Its like a fairytale. 


I am torn between 2 worlds and I wouldn't give either up for all the stars in the sky. 
My Family and Friends....and My Love. 
I knew the day would come when i would have to "Leave the Nest" but i never imagined it would be like this. Not when all these changes are happening, right when they would need me most, I decide to stay. 
Of course the unconditional love and support i receive from my close friends and family have been enough for me to try and walk this new course of life with my head up high. 


I feel as if my heart is breaking. This is the closing of this Chapter of Life and i just didn't want it to end so soon. There is so much left to say and do. Why has time left me behind. Am I the only one that feels this way?


It doesn't matter. All I know, is that somewhere deep down I feel like im doing the right thing....for me.
And i know in my heart that my friends and family will be waiting for me when i return...


I <3 My Friends...More than anything....Thanks for being there!

Okay we are now up and running!

Okay so i finally set the blog up to where im kinda happy with it and i am now currently in the process of figuring who the best person to blog about next would be....? What do you guys think? If you could stick a public figure under the scrutinizing spotlight of the media....who would it be?

Were still under construction! plz pardon the html bits lol

So im still in the works of getting the blog up to everything i want it to be. so for the next week im going to be making changes here and there so pardon the constant changes

Music Dose #3 Pokemon by Arion

This track in particular made me laugh and reminisce the days when there were only #151 Pokemon. Yes for most of us we may find it hard to get past the theme song in the first 0:00-0:40 but once you get to the drop the song becomes an intense throb of bass. The theme gives way to what is for the first half a decent Dub-Track. Although for those that do not embrace their inner geek; this song may leave a lot to be desired. 3 of 5

An 8tracks kinda morning!

So i was up extra early this morning....don't know why but i was. I quickly grabbed my phone to start some music so i could motivate my wakeup. So i grab my LG Optimus POS and i flick over to InfinityTracks...for those of you that don.t know....its like the old ProjectPlaylist site....only better. www.8tracks.com an excellent source of music media via streaming of playlists created by other users that circulate thru the "Tag" process. There are a few catches of course....

1. You can skip maybe 3 times an hour or so...just like my old pal Pandora.
2. These playlists are made to mix up lesser artists with the big artists and depending on the number of tracks that are on the playlist you may not be able to have multiple tracks by the same artists (awkward but i digress)
3. You can only listen to the same playlist a few times in a 24 hour period....go explore lots more to hear.
4. Theres also....what the hell just go check it out. 
5. DON'T FORGET TO FOLLOW ME ON 8TRACKS! Dyneshadowfox is my handle!

www.8tracks.com

Music is amazing. Music is Awesome....but music is apparently not enough this morning....COFFFEEEEE!

Music Dose #2 Example ft Skream - Shot yourself in the foot again!

This particular jam here is both a gem and flaw for my musical tastes. This song starts slowly into what sounds like an alternative/soft rock type of song, however as with anyone that knows anything about dubstep; wait for the drop. When the drop does come it changes the way the entire vibe flows; however when it peaks it retains the same mood and the lyrics are interesting. I would give it a 3 out 5.
Skream Artist Spotlight Suggestion contributed by Matt Toro.

Music Dose #1 Reptile by Skrillex

As I walk thru the streets of small town Durango, I tend to hear more Dubstep than anything. Skrillex more often than not. Dubstep has taken the Music Industry by storm and has no plan of letting up anytime soon. The catchy wubs and drops of this Bass-Infused Genre has swept across most of Europe and Asia by 2005, and what is there not to like. I would prefer this particular track when im in need of motivation to get up and get things done. This track in particular reminds me of my Brother Jak Bender who i know as a musical connoisseur like myself, can live, eat and breathe the vibe that has been stuck in his ear. Probably might Chuck Norris someone in the face if you get him too excited. Anyway enjoy, comment, subscribe, and most of all ROCK ON!